Today my heart was truly broken.\u00a0 Sadie was hit by a car and didn’t survive.\u00a0 Anyone who has been reading my posts knows how much Sadie and I loved each other.\u00a0 She could care less she was a dog.\u00a0 As far as Sadie was concerned she was my girlfriend and as far as I was concerned, I LOVED IT!!!\u00a0 I know that may sound a little weird – but it was, in a cute, wonderful way!\u00a0 I can not begin to share with U, how I felt every time I was with her and I know Sadie felt the same way! \u00a0 And, the very thought I will never be able to enjoy another living moment with her makes my heart ache and sink, to this emptiness I now feel in my stomach.<\/p>\n
And, poor Camille… my closest, most dearest friend and Sadie’s mom, had left out of town this morning to go to a funeral.\u00a0 So not only is she dealing with a death a very close family friend – she is now dealing with this – and I can’t even be there for her, nor her here for me.<\/p>\n
There are so many special moments that I was blessed to have with Sadie – which I will always cherish.\u00a0 Some I have shared with U in previous posts.\u00a0 If U haven’t yet, or U want to reread them, simply type Sadie into the search field located to the right.\u00a0 There are numerous posts so U may have to click on “Older Entries” at the bottom of each page to read them all.<\/p>\n
The picture here is the last picture of Sadie and I together – Camille took it when we were out walking Sadie a couple weeks ago. The heart in this photo – look right above the “V” portion of my shirt by my neck.\u00a0 There is a light that is cast in the shape of a heart.<\/p>\n